Smittenness (n): the state of being enamored or charmed …
Because of everything else that’s going on in my life right now, I find that my emotions are bouncing all over the place.
I’m getting crushes left and right … and of course, I’m not sure how much of that is just straight up lust and how much is actually sincere … and since most of my closer friends are women, this is not helping things. I really don’t want to do anything to jeopardize my friendships.
So for the time being, I’m not pursuing anything except healing.